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Absent Friends

by Pale People

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1.
Night Atlas 03:33
The stars are different tonight. No Big Dipper— No Taurus the Bull, Orion the Hunter, Cassiopeia the Queen. They glow green— Sick and pale, They look frail, Ready to hail Like sparks from a dark machine. Slipping like butter Out of the sky To die in the dirt. God, do I hurt— Growing older and sickly Too quickly Out in the cold. My body folds In all the wrong places— Lo! my father's face is Before me now. Somehow I know he waits At the oasis, Gazing up at the places Where there used to be stars To show him where his children are. Sing your boy to bed. Kiss his breaking head. Bring him to your breast. Sing him through his rest. He is beautiful— Small and beautiful. He could follow Your voice forever, Sleeping... I remember smiling Quietly at the sky— The stars are alive— I am four—maybe five— On the shoulders of my father, Warm in his armor, Bolder than I Have been before. Facing north towards the shore Where white waters pour— My father roars: The world is yours! And it is eternal! That was years Before the infernal Burning began To torch the land—scorch the sand— Erase any Trace of direction. Years before we lost The stars' protection. No connection can remain Between us now. The stars are taking their last bow. Sing your boy awake 'Til your bodies break. Clutch the burning skin. Let the screaming in. He is beautiful— You are beautiful. He could follow Your voice forever, Dreaming... Sing me the shape of an atlas, that this Body might survive through the night. Sing me the shape of an atlas, that this Body might still be alive When you arrive, Crying my name through the night— Your eyes wet and wide Like a young bride— No trace of light in the sky— The old Earth ready to die. I will sing the shape of an atlas, That this hand might take your hand And we might cross the dead sand— This land is endless And this love will never end. I will sing the shape of an atlas, that this Body might make amends Before the night ends To each and every one of my absent friends.
2.
Homecoming 02:35
I am coming home to Tokyo For the first and final time— From the dark abyssal slime, I rise toward a shining shore. I can't recall when I last tasted air Or felt sunlight on my skin. I suppose it must have been Years before the ants made war— And I don't want to be cold anymore. I breach the surface and inhale the surf, And unfold my limbs like sails, Shake the water from my scales, Opening my throat to sing. I never thought that I could feel like this, Roaring at the silver sun As though this day were the first one. Raise my wings on silver strings— This world could never dream of such a king! I am a mountain, proud and beautiful. See me striding from the beach! Hear the thunder of my speech! I could destroy this world with joy. There will be fireworks in Tokyo! They shall blaze in monochrome When the lizard king comes home, Proud and poised on plastic toys. The air shall split upon my savage noise.
3.
Firestarter 03:17
I like Little matchsticks— It's a good noise When they strike. Matchsticks Make for good toys— It's the little joys That I like. I like Boys who catch fire— When they catch fire, That's a sight. The good boys Let the old liar Set them on fire— That's his right! God bless this light, Perfectly bright, Perfect and right... I like Liking my life. I'm not like you— I feel fine. Your life Looks a bit too Baleful and blue Beside mine. Can't you Just imagine What it feels like, Being me? I feel Like a Ferris wheel. I am warm steel— I am free. Thank God I'm free— And the Marquis— Thank them for me! Chorus Well, I'm as happy as a little match boy could be You'll burn like a pretty little man for me Nothing better than to peddle my passion, see? You'll see. There's happiness in the obliteration of a body Nothing better than to burn for Johnny Nothing better than living honestly Like me. Would you Dare escape me? Would you dare, boy? Would you, now? You're my Little fire-toy, Something to destroy— My sweet cow. Don't you Dare desert me— Boy, I'll put you Underground. You know I deserve to Burn and bury you, Bloody and bound. Don't make a sound— God wants you drowned In holy ground! Chorus 3x
4.
From the storm He rises like a revelation, Staggering Up and down the plain. Behold this form, Fallen from an antique nation— Ancient and vain, And utterly insane. He is king, And he holds absolute dominion Over this Rain-swept, barren field. Behold him sing His royal lunatic's opinion, Too long concealed— Now, by the rains, revealed. He shrieks: Am I not lord of this earth, Clad in unspeakable worth? Might I demand of the sky The pains of some monstrous birth? Or cry unto the thunder: Rip thee asunder All human wonder, Invention and mirth, Invention and mirth... Thus he cries, His white hair tearing in the bright air— His posture bent, Turning in toward the wind— His crimson eyes Like something stolen from a nightmare— Limbs nearly skinned— And hubris disciplined. He speaks: I have seen things in the weave No mortal man would believe And incarnations of hell No devil would dare conceive But none as sick as a daughter Scheming to slaughter Her father in the water Of a midwinter's eve, A midwinter's eve... Blow now, storm, And destroy every castle! Scour the earth Of every living thing! Drown the swarm Down to the very last vassal! Torture and sting The fool who was your king! All heaven hail the king! All heaven hail the king! All heaven hail the king! Hail the king! Hail the king! Hail the king!
5.
Mercy (I) 03:27
She slices deep—the needle Points at places under her skin Deeper than she ever dreamed she'd Reach—she's going in. The meat is red—and thick with Lines laid 'cross her length—the carpet's Wet and soaking red—she screams with Joy—her eyeballs spin. Have mercy on this body, love. It knows what you've been dreaming of. It loves you perfectly, my friend. This is not the end. This is not the end. The window's down—the whole world Hears some shrieking girl—half crazy— On the carpet—slowly ending— We’re all listening in. Have mercy on this body, love. It knows what you've been dreaming of. It loves you perfectly, my friend. This is not the end. Have mercy and endure this flood. There's no great meaning in your blood. God damn you, don't you dare ascend. Don't you dare, my friend. This is not the end. Have mercy. Have mercy. Have mercy. Have mercy.
6.
For Iago 02:49
I will sing now of the Ensign, How he took me as his wife When I was young and fully foolish And knew nothing of the ghoulish Wicked wheels what make men sin, Spinning in the skin of life— I was young, and so I wed A pretty boy whose eyes were dead. It was easy to ignore The little hints of imprecision, Like the way he built his smile As though his tongue had tasted bile. It was easy to abhor The doubts that dared befoul my vision Of our darling little life— The Ensign and his wife. Chorus I am imprisoned in your flesh, my darling. Nobody knows your flesh like I do, darling. I have begun to break it— God knows I'll never make it— But I am going to take you down And down And down And down. None ever loved me with such fire As did the Ensign, when he loved me— I would swear it was inhuman How he never tired of rumin- ating on each small desire Of mine—nor tired of speaking of me As a treasure and a prize— The pleasure of his hollow eyes. So when the bleedings were begun I accepted them with stillness— I surrendered to his bite Without the barest hint of flight. And my body was undone As though disfigured by some illness What devoured my very meat, Excreted something sick and sweet. I will sing now of my passion, How I set my boy aflame— How I showed him to his master As a bastard and spellcaster And destroyed him, in my fashion, Though his dagger pierced my frame— I have scorned his very name— I have damned his soul to flame. Chorus
7.
Underworld 04:50
I was thinking about armor, And my humble halfling farmer, And the leather hide he wears From a previous campaign— Badly frayed, and needs repairs— Yet his life and limbs remain, Intact and free from pain. (I was thinking about armor.) I've done nineteen years alone now. There's little I could claim I own now: One soiled orange shirt, One toilet, and one cot— The way these old boys make me hurt, The food they push me through the slot— The rate at which all bodies rot. (I've done nineteen years alone now.) Chorus There is a manticore in this dungeon, And our company is falling to its claws. But if even one companion Rolls a twenty with a broadsword We shall slay the beast with one stab through its jaws, And steal the treasure from its paws, To thunderous applause... I was thinking about story— The gory ways we all get glory: How my ogre met my dwarf In a tavern at sea's edge— How they battled on the wharf, Until satisfied to pledge Their friendship, lying in the sedge. (I was thinking about story.) I deserve these years of silence For my years of wicked violence. This is a cruel preserve, And my heart is naked ice. And I deserve to lose my nerve, Yet I carry some device— Makes me make my paper dice. (And I have nothing left but story.) Chorus I have nothing left but story. Nothing lives inside but story. I have nothing left but story. Nothing lives in here but story.
8.
Flaregun 03:17
As the ship lay sinking, As the crimson flares flew blinking Out of sight, Beneath their useless light— As the titan tilted upward, As the captain’s chamber ruptured, We were warm— Naked, sweet, and safe from harm. Two old lovers voyage westward (Charming Frank, ill-tempered Esther)— Poor and hungry, sometimes lovely (Elderly, approaching ugly)— Freckled hands undoing buttons (Going to America clutching skin). As the lifeboats left us, As our vessel’s body cleft in two, We rose. On filthy sheets our current froze. As we went down, you were shaking— As our bodies stuttered, breaking On the bed, The current clutched and drowned us dead. Two old lovers voyage downward (His old body wrapped around her)— Tumbling wetly—naked—silent (Falling ‘mongst the cold and dying)— Crimson flares above the ocean (Old gods gather old devotion in). Two old lovers voyage homeward (Dragging bones across the boneyard)— Bodies break apart and scatter (Ladders of descending matter)— Wasted—rotten—stiff and soaking (Lovers love each other's broken skin). As the ship lay dying, As the crimson flares flew, flying Out of sight, We lit ourselves with crimson light.
9.
I fall And die Like a cedar, And the years Erase All that we were. Excavate the ancestors: Killers—kings—and jesters— Corpses facing westward Toward the holy hidden sea. Come upon a carcass In the frozen darkness— Looks like you've found stardust In the shape of me! Chorus These are my bones. This is my smile. These are my moans. My blood and bile. My spit and style And fire-stones. O holy bones! So, slice And scour My insides, And light The holes Where my sin hides. All that's left of the old days: Wretched flesh and a cold gaze— The rest gone in the gold blaze Of seven thousand years. Fingers fumble for me, Going under to gore me, Enter and explore me— Make me appear. Chorus
10.
Do you remember, ugly, When I lived in your stomach— A colorless little death Sucking in your warm breath? Do you remember this body And the sounds it made, Smothered in your meat, Warm and sweet? Do you remember, ugly, When I cut up your belly, Made a dark cavity Filled with dark gravity? And how you pulled your flesh open, How you beckoned me Into that black place, The bitter space? Chorus Good luck getting away. We marry today. I’ll never leave your skin. Good luck Getting me unstuck— Getting away. Do you remember, ugly, How we prepared our bodies? When the needles came We spoke our secret name. And how they sewed us together, How we screamed with joy Through the flood Of bile and blood. Oh God, we felt so lovely— Do you remember, ugly? Lumbering underground, We made our secret sound. And how we steered ourselves over The ocean, towards shores Never seen, Bright and very green. Chorus 3x
11.
Epilogue 03:11
You called me after twelve Too drunk to speak, Shrieking in the park. You needed somebody To drag your weak Body through the dark. Everybody knows your stink. Everybody sees you sink. Everybody’s too scared to blink. I stood inside my flesh And shut my eyes Very, very tight. And all the bones inside Began to rise, Roaring for the light. Everybody wants you hurt. Oh, the bile soaks your skirt. You are gonna learn the taste of dirt. Chorus And no one ever wanted you— Nobody ever needed to. So bleed and crumble, Slip and stumble— Fumble for me ‘Til it murders you. When I arrived You were a perfect wreck, Crumpled up and wet. You clawed my shoulder blades And kissed my neck, Panting like a pet. Try the best you can to stand. Cry upon the cold grass, and Clutch my body in your bloody hands. You limped beside me Up the street all night. Everybody saw. And they retreated With their faces white, Clenching at the jaw. Everybody shakes his head. Everybody twists in bed. Everybody dreams of the dead. Chorus
12.
This is the hip where the hurting happened, Where you sunk sharp things under your skin, Silver and thin. This is the hip that heard Your small, soft sounds— Helpless and frail, tender and pale As a dead violin. These are the hands that shall transform you. Upon your scars they draw this design, Line atop line. Come see the shape these hands Have found for you. On the same skin, the very same sin, See your picture shine. These are your limbs, and they are lovely. See how they pull my lips to your scars Under pale stars. Come see me touch and taste And trace your tattoo tonight, Proud in the pale light. We sound like guitars. This is the life we’ve lost—the fire and frost— The smell of Christ and car exhaust— The bloody blade—the barricade— The way we lay down afraid— Come, and we’ll rise—like butterflies— You’ll clutch my wings—I'll taste your eyes— You shall ascend with me, my friend— This is not the end.
13.
Your old friends come. The sun sets, and Your old friends come. Friends long dead, Lovers long gone. Your old friends come. The room fills up. The dead file in. Their bodies hum. No one dances Like you dance When your old friends come. (…) Circle, shake, And scream your heart out With the dead. With your happy heart, You’ll animate The dead. Rotten flesh And bloody hearts, Bleeding red. The floorboards shake Beneath you and Your happy dead. (...) Your old friends come. The mountains crumble Into dust. Cathedrals fall. The rivers rise. The bridges rust. Your house fills up With all the dead You love and trust. The mountains crumble Into dust, As all things must. (…)

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Pale People's fourth album, Absent Friends: A bunch of songs about arsonists, King Lear, the Titanic, a corpse in a glacier, a giant lizard monster, and the benefits of playing tabletop fantasy board games in solitary confinement.

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released October 1, 2018

MACK GILCREST – vocals, keyboards, percussion
KURT SKRIVSETH – vocals, bass, guitars, mandolin
AUSTIN GRAEF – vocals, drums, percussion


Taylor Caprara – vocals [Night Atlas, Mercy (I), Inner Space, The Other Side of Mercy (II), Absent Friends]
Eric Stahl – vocals [Homecoming, The Other Side of Mercy (II), Absent Friends]
Bethany Ordiniza – flute, vocals [Night Atlas, Absent Friends]
Olivia Adams – oboe [Night Atlas, Absent Friends]
Victoria Havel – clarinet [Night Atlas, The Iceman Cometh, Absent Friends]
Matt Austin – tenor saxophone [Absent Friends]
Nathan Crawford – trumpet, vocals [Homecoming, For Iago, The Iceman Cometh, The Other Side of Mercy (II), Absent Friends]
Josh Hungate – trombone [Homecoming, For Iago, The Other Side of Mercy (II), Absent Friends]
Will Cook – violin [Night Atlas, The Iceman Cometh, The Other Side of Mercy (II), Absent Friends]
Matt Wellert – cello [Night Atlas, The Iceman Cometh, The Other Side of Mercy (II), Absent Friends]
Brady Hanson – pipa, banjo, vocals [Homecoming, Absent Friends]
Lucas Mesenko – banjo [Absent Friends]
Henry Mansfield - saw [Mercy (I)]
Ryan Carr – harmonica [Absent Friends]
Thomas Hensley – jaw harp [Absent Friends]


Music and lyrics by Pale People.
Orchestral arrangements by Mack Gilcrest.
Mixed, engineered, and produced by Kurt Skrivseth.
Mastered by Jason Suko at South Sound Sound.
Album artwork by Kurt Skrivseth.
Special thanks to Nikki Koontz, Cooper Hyde, Hillary Lester, Leon Slater, and Patrick Williams.

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Missoula, MT’s worst-kept secret.
An eccentric piano-rock quartet with a varied oeuvre, from soft confessionals to howling rants about the lonely and insane.
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